I’ve had this little post thingee open for about three days now, fully intending to sit down and write out all my New Years’ resolutions. (And yes, I call ‘em “resolutions”, despite the fact that they’re really just yearlong goals, and despite the weird aversion I’m seeing around this ol’ net about the making of them. I always have goals, mutable as they may be, so resolutions aren’t that far out of line.)
Anyway, before I digress about that too much…
I intended to write all these out, categorized, with timelines and links and in-depth to-do lists somewhere (if not online, then in my notebook/on Things), but the truth is — I’m too busy. The year-end stuffs have gone on now for almost a week longer than intended (because that’s how it goes, right?), and I haven’t even had a chance to zero out the inbox, much less write up the sketchy notes from the notebook-o-doom into a cohesive form that anyone else would “get”.
This isn’t to say I don’t have them, or that I don’t have them in that particular form (timelined, linked, blah blah blah.), but just that it’s written right now in ElliShorthand, which looks a whole lot like a whole lot of nothing to anyone who doesn’t live squarely between my own ears. I should really just invent my own language and be done with it. (SPEAK ELLI…we write in CHICKENSCRATCH and DRAWINGS.)
Anyway… (word of the day seems to be “anyway”, all apologies….)
The making of the resolutions this year has been a bit more complicated than previous years. Not that I have any problem making goals, but this year, I’ve got a whole lot more coming down the pike for y’all to enjoy. (I went over some of that a few posts ago.) In addition, I know I need to schedule in some Time For Ideas(tm), because ideas happen around here, whether I like it or not, usually at the world’s most inopportune times. (Got six things due tomorrow? TRY THIS ON FOR SIZE… *insert horror-movie-esque scream here, usually from Adminnie*….)
As it stands right now, it looks like I’ve got a rather major-ish launch/relaunch every single month save one. Every. Single. Month.
I kind of thought that after this year end business was taken care of, there’d be a little tiny bit of downtime to let the brainooze just kind of bubble, but clearly, I was taking of the crack. I like it that way, really, but wow…to see it all scheduled out, and to see the to-do lists, makes me wonder if maybe perhaps I’m a little more insane than others have claimed me to be. Again, not that I mind. I love this. I love seeing things come together. I love feeling the pull of the deadline (and sometimes the whoooosh of it rushing past at lightspeed while I smack my forehead and have another latte.), and that first few minutes of anticipation when it all goes Live and there’s a half-second pause before people rush the door. It’s like the whole world sits completely still and the air barely moves and you just *know* it’s going to be the Most Awesome Thing Evar. Which it is. Every time.
Also on the resolutionlist (which I really will post one of these days, when I translate it into English again) is streamlining the processes behind things. Getting the base more solid so that things like Minor Catastrophes won’t make for big delays. Some of what we’re doing here was cobbled together on the fly, and because of the second half of 2009’s insane crazy interestingness (Chinese version), we never did get to sit down and look at who does what and when, which is kind of essential to making things run smoothly. That’s partially what I’ve been doing for the past five days — putting all those systems into place so that, for instance, when an order comes in, it’s routed to the appropriate person to fill it, and if it uses up the last lotion or the last mailing box or the last skein of x colored yarn, that it’s noted, too, for reordering/remaking/replacing. It sounds kind of basic, but when we were working with small numbers of people (and thus, smaller numbers of orders), it wasn’t that big of a deal. If I’m the only one shipping and making the stuff, I can see at a glance what’s gone out and what hasn’t — when part of that’s done by someone else, or when there are dozens of orders versus just a single dozen at a time…well…it can make for some Crazy with a Capital C.
And we bumble through this life, finding our way with our heads, I know.
After the 17th, one of the biggest resolutions, too, is going back to the singletasking way of doing things. It’s kind of awesome, and much more focused. Plus, everything gets equal attention, and I get my nights off. (Well, most nights.)
Personally, I have trouble taking time away when things are on fire. And things are always on fire. Even when they’re moving smoothly, something needs attention. So this year, I’m going to learn to love the burn. Period. Time off, time to knit, to dream, to just sit and stare at nothing if I want to — it’s necessary for keeping everything ELSE running smoothly. And I’m also resolved not to feel bad about that. Period.
Hand in hand with that last one, I’m also going to use some of that downtime to reconnect with people. Since about September, time’s moved at a pace that hasn’t been pleasant. (And whomever it is that hit fast-forward on that tape of time…KNOCK IT OFF, thankyouverymuch.) I have friends who are now local to me, even, whom I haven’t seen since I left for Iowa, and that just ain’t cutting it. I need my girls. All of them.
And the last overarching theme for 2010 is most easily summed up as Simplicity. The simpler life is, the less junk I have, the less unfinished business I have — the easier it is for me to actually *live* my life rather than maintain it. I’m doing some evaluating now of what’s most important, and when it gets further into 2010, all the extraneous stuff will go. Farmed out, tossed, or abandoned — whatever. But if it’s not helping me get where I want to be, then it’s not worth maintaining.
See what I mean? The ElliShorthand is a little incomprehensible in places, even partially translated. But that’s the gist of my lists, albeit with a bunch fewer specifics.
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In other news, I’m making the last run to the post office here in a minute. (I scheduled a pickup, but apparently, they want some insane amount of lead time, and didn’t show up today. Since it wouldn’t all fit in the truck, things have been going out of here in batches, and this is the final batch before I dive into the last week’s Recaf orders.
J’s out of town for up to a week for a job down in South Carolina, so I’m having a very relaxing, focused day of packing. (He’s one of those people that needs noise ALL THE TIME, and a day without silence drives me up a wall. I get way less done without a whole lot of quiet time.)
Now if I could just get the dogs to stop hogging the bed covers, we’d be set.











